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This site does a good job of explaining addiction  

Please read to understand just what happens to these wonderful, loving people when drugs take over their lives.

http://www.addictionrecoveryguide.org/articles/article151.html


Please visit this website  
This website has a wealth of information on drugs and addiction and also a heartbreaking memorial page of all the beautiful people lost to addiction.

http://drugfree.org


POEM FROM MISS HEROIN  

"I DO"

With this needle I thee wed.
So, little man, you're tired of grass,
LSD, acid, cocaine and hash?
Then someone pretending to be a "true friend"
Said, "Let me introduce you to Miss Heroin."

Well, honey, before you start foolin' with me
Let me inform you just how it'll be.
For I will seduce you and make you my slave;
I've sent stronger men than you to the grave.

You'll think you could never be a disgrace
Until you end up addicted to poppy seed waste.
You'll start by inhaling me one afternoon,
But you'll be shooting me into your arm very soon.

Once I've entered deep down in your vein
The craving will begin to drive you insane.
You'll need lots of money. Ain't you been told?
For darlin' I'm more expensive than pure gold.

You'll swindle your mother for less than a buck;
You'll end up an animal, vile and corrupt.
You'll mug and steal for a narcotic charm,
And only feel content when I'm deep in your arm.

One day you'll realize the monster you've grown,
Then solemnly promise to leave me alone.
If you think you'll have the mystical knack
Just come, try to get me off of your back.

The vomit, the cramps, your guts in a knot,
Jangling nerves screaming for just one more shot.
The hot sweats, cold chills, and withdrawal pains
Can only be eased by my little white grains.

There's no other way. No need to look.
For deep down inside you know that you're hooked.
You'll desperately run to the pusher, and then
You'll welcome me back into your arms again.

And when you return, as I have here told,
You'll ultimately give me your body and soul.
You'll give up your morals, your conscience, your heart,
And then you'll be mine till death do us part.

Ashley Greene and Amber Brooking, 16
Indianapolis, Indiana
 

A LETTER FROM YOUR ADDICTION  
A Letter from your Addiction
Dear Friend,
I have come to visit once again. I love to see you suffer mentally, physically,
spiritually, and socially. I want to make you restless so you can never relax. I
want to make you jumpy and nervous and anxious. I want to make you agitated and
irritable so everything and everybody makes you uncomfortable. I want you to be
confused and depressed so that you can't think clearly and positively. I want to
make you hate everything and everybody, especially yourself. I want you to feel
guilty and remorseful for the things you have done in the past and you'll never
be able to let go of. I want to make you angry and hateful toward the world for
the way it is and the way you are. I want you to feel sorry for yourself and
blame everything but ME for the way things are. I want you to be deceitful and
untrustworthy, and to manipulate and con as many people as possible. I want to
make you fearful and paranoid for no reason at all. I want to make you wake up
during all hours of the night scr!
eaming for me. You know you can't sleep without me. I'm even in your dreams. I
want to be the first thing you think about every morning and the last thing you
think about before you black out.
I'd rather kill you, but I'd be happy enough to put you back in the hospital,
another institution or jail. But you know I'll be waiting for you when you get
out. I love to watch you slowly go insane. I love to see all the physical damage
that I'm causing you. I can't help but sneer chuckle when you shiver and shake,
when you freeze and sweat at the same time, when you wake up with your sheets
and blankets soaking wet. It's amusing to watch you ignore yourself, not eating,
not sleeping, and not even attending to your personal hygiene. Yes, it's amazing
how much destruction I can be to your internal organs while at the same time
working on your brain, destroying it bit by bit.
I deeply appreciate how much you are sacrificing for me. The countless good jobs
you have given up for me, all the friends whom you deeply cared for you gave up
for me. And what's more, the ones you turned yourself against because of your
inexcusable action. I am eternally grateful, especially for the loved ones,
family and most important people in the world that you have turned yourself
against. You threw even them away for me. I cannot express in words the
gratitude I have for the loyalty you have for me. You sacrificed all these
beautiful things in life just to devote yourself completely to me, but do not
despair my friend, for on me you can always depend. After you have lost all
these things, you can still depend on me to take even more. You can depend on me
to keep you in a living hell, to keep your mind, body and soul for I will not be
satisfied until you are dead, my friend.
Forever yours,
Your Addiction
A Poem for Joey, from Mom  

I KISSED YOUR CHEEK LAST THURSDAY

IT DIDN’T FEEL THE SAME

AS ALL THE OTHER TIMES I KISSED YOU

HEROIN WAS TO BLAME


I KISSED YOU WHEN I SAW YOU FIRST

ALL TINY AND BRAND NEW

SO SOFT AND SWEET, A GIFT FROM GOD

SO PURE AND OH SO TRUE


I KISSED YOU WHEN YOU WERE HAPPY

YOUR SMILE BRIGHT AS THE SUN

YOU WERE SO GOOD AND SWEET AND KIND

AND LOVING YOU WAS FUN


I KISSED YOU WHEN YOUR HEART BROKE

LIFE’S LESSONS ARE A STRAIN

YOU ALWAYS LOVED SO DEEPLY

WHICH CAUSED YOU SO MUCH PAIN


I KISSED YOU WHEN YOU SKINNED YOUR KNEE

WHEN NIGHTMARES STOLE YOUR SLEEP

WHEN SOMEONE HURT YOUR FEELINGS

OR SOMETHING MADE YOU WEEP


I KISSED YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY

ON CHRISTMAS AND EASTER TOO

I HAVE SUCH WONDERFUL MEMORIES

OF HOLIDAYS WITH YOU


I KISSED YOU SEVERAL YEARS AGO

YOUR EYES HELD A BLANK STARE

YOU NERVOUSLY LOOKED PAST ME

MY REAL SON WASN’T THERE


I KISSED YOUR CHEEK AND SAID GOODNIGHT

THE NIGHT BEFORE YOU DIED

YOU SAID “I LOVE YOU MOM” AND NOW

THAT MOMENT’S MAGNIFIED


NEVER IN MY WILDEST DREAMS

DID I THINK THAT YOU HAD PLANNED

TO PICK UP THAT DEMON ONE MORE TIME

AND HOLD IT IN YOUR HAND


TO VISIT IT JUST ONE MORE TIME

LIKE IT WAS AN OLD FRIEND

GOD SAW AND SAID “ENOUGH OF THIS,

YOUR BATTLE’S AT AN END”


COME NOW, MY BRIGHT AND SHINING STAR

A SLAVE YOU’LL BE NO MORE

I WILL NOT LET YOU TAKE THIS PATH

AND SUFFER AS BEFORE


THE LORD REACHED DOWN AND TOOK MY BOY

UP INTO THE NIGHT STARS

UP PAST THE FULL SEPTEMBER MOON

THEY FLEW TO HEAVEN AFAR


LOVE AND MERCY SAVED HIM

THOUGH HE DIDN’T HAVE TO GO

IF ONLY ALL THOSE YEARS AGO

HE HAD JUST TOLD HEROIN “NO!”


I KISSED YOUR CHEEK LAST THURSDAY

IT WAS COLD AND HARD AND GRAY

I SAID I LOVE YOU, GOODBYE FOR NOW

I’LL BE WITH YOU AGAIN SOME DAY.


I HAVE TWENTY-TWO YEARS OF KISSES

SOME I CANNOT RECALL

BUT ONE I WILL NEVER, EVER FORGET

WAS THE MOST BITTERSWEET OF ALL


I THANK GOD FOR MY SON’S LIFE

AND FOR HIS SON’S LIFE TOO

FOR BECAUSE OF HIS SON’S SACRIFICE

MY SON WILL LIVE ANEW









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